Youtube Experience-Thoughts

So far, I have 56 subscribers on my Youtube channel! Yay!!

When I first started Youtube a few months ago, I thought nobody was going to like me or be into the stuff I have to say. I was going into it with FEAR of course, but somehow, I decided to do it anyway. Regardless if it worked out right away or not. But thankfully it is!

And now, I also have a Facebook page set up called ICY Makeup, Beauty & Girl Talk.

So if you are ย into this, definitelyย join this groupย & show us what you can do!

We would all love to see.

I feel like joining groups and getting myself out there has really helped me gain some exposure. By no means, do I consider myself popular or a guru, but I do love what I am doing and I am enjoying every second of it.

To make the experience better, I have met new people and have had some foliow me and like the things that I am doing. That means the world to me. The fact that there are people out there who genuinely like you and are willing to talk to you. Its so cool! youtube Is a great thing if you are trying to make new friends or meet people from all over the world. So far, i have and I couldn’t be more excited for what is coming.

I do have to admit, though, doing this is not as easy as I thought. :/

It takes a lot of work, a lot of time & dedication. I had to learn programs, lighting techniques, how to sound better on camera, how to position the camera so I wouldn’t look like a freak, etc. There is a lot to learn. Every single day, but I am addicted to learning, so maybe that is why I am enjoying it so much.

I hope it goes well for me and for the others that are just getting started.

Wish me luck!


Wanting a Better Life; My Diary

Dear me,

Today was a tough day! I had to take my baby to the hospital because he, apparently, has a hernia. :/

It makes me so so so sad when my little ones are hurting and I can not do anything about it. How I wish I could magically fix everything for them…but reality is a butt-biter…there is nothing I can do besides taking him to the doctor and try to be the most comforting mom in the world.ย 

Seeing the doctor today made me want to become a doctor; the fact that you get to help others every single day. It is amazing to be able to use your knowledge to make other people’s lives easier & better. One day, I hope to do just that. Sometimes, I don’t know HOW to fix the world. I keep hearing “one person at a time” or “one day at a time”, but I need more time!ย 


Honestly, though I think my desire to be an engineer weighs out the other options much more heavily. You see, I want to work with technology. I want to create things that can change our lives or make it better. I want to be part of the team of creators. For example, a new spaceship being built. I don’t really care to be the one who rides it first or at all; I want to be able to say “That spaceship that is launching right now, I made it.” what a dream come true! I know engineering is about more than just the pride of creating things, but I never said i disliked computers and math and physics. These things fascinate me! There is so much to learn out there about everything and i want to study it. ย 

Changing the subject, I have 28 subscribers now on my Youtube channel ๐Ÿ˜€

I say this with immense joy because I didn’t think people would actually subscribe…I thought people would never find my channel or they would dislike it. I first started sharing my channel with my friends and family, but somehow strangers are finding it too. Which is amazing! I would love to reach out to a lot of people out there and share with them everything I can and hope I can change someone’s life or at least help them get through something tough. I definitely know what it feels like to be suffering in solitude. Nobody to talk to, nobody to cry to. Thats tough, man.

But apart from the rough life stuff, I also want to spread happiness and positive thinking. A lot of people struggle with that, I should know. But right now, I am feeling as motivated and inspired as ever! I want to become a better me and would love to have other people make the change with me. How awesome would THAT be? To be experiencing things, life changing moments, ย with other girls and sharing each other’s stories (as a matter of fact, I love stories ) and just being there for each other. Maybe the dream is a little too big, but I am so ready to throw myself into my dreams.ย 

What to do when people Are Judging You

Hello Friends,

ย  ย  ย Did you go to the store with your PJ’s because you were in a rush and felt like people around you were talking about you like crazy?! Or how about when you speak your mind and then people immediately change with you because they took it personal? Similar things have happened to me. Yes.

So what though?ย 

Who are these people for us to care?

People everywhere can be very judgmental, including ourselves. Or are you going to lie to yourself and say “I NEVER TALK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE OR JUDGE THEM!” If you are going to lie to yourself, just stop. Its okay, we are very imperfect, but what is not okay is the way we react to other people’s actions.ย 

For example, say you went to a friend’s party and she had other friends there who you did not know. They saw you and spoke to you a little bit, but then walked away from you and you heard them saying ” Geez, she thinks she’s better than everyone. I don’t know why she talks that way; is she trying to act smart?”ย 

What do you do?

You can either go to them and confront them & possibly start an argument or much worse,a fight. Resulting in an increased bad opinion of you




You can simply ignore it.ย 

I know its tough to ignore things like this. After all, they are talking about us so it makes it our business. NO! its not our business, its theirs. They are the ones who have the indecency to talk about someone behind their back like a pack of morose gossipers. You just happened to be yourself and they didn’t like it. So what does that mean? Perhaps it means that they are not satisfied with themselves. They have to put other people down if they feel like that person is better than them. They are just being competitive.ย 


But honestly, guys, be the bigger person!ย 

Learn to be confident about yourself and stand tall. Even when people are judging you. Its you who is going to live your life. I heard from Bubz beautyย “negative people are like a poisonous snake. if someone offers it to you, you probably won’t take it because you know it will harm you. So think of judgements as such.”ย 

Its okay to let it go.ย 

trust me. You will feel better at the end of the day.

Friends, this was more of an intro so please feel free to check out my channel on youtube for tips on how to deal with judgmental people and more girl stuff, here is the link:


Have a great day Beautiful people & stay strong every single day.ย 



Two Super Easy Summer Makeup Looks


Hello Everyone!ย 

Summer is here! To add some creativity and ease to your summer makeup routine, I created these two looks.ย 

One is a bold look for those sexy and fun SUMMER NIGHTS…oh yeah! But you can also do this makeup look during the day. It’s definitely not a harsh look at all.ย 

In the other look, I turned it down a notch & decided to go for a more subtle, gentle look.


Hope you guys try these looks out and let me know which one you liked best!:)


Also, I would GREATLY appreciate if you took a few minutes to check out my channel & subscribe if you like all things Beauty & all things Girl.ย 


Have a really fun day, full of smiles!!!



Rachel Kylee Kwon